it’s very important to appreciate the little things. small matters accumulate into hope, and they will be the tipping point between selfdestruction and hanging on.
when i think of the future, i feel like having a panic attack. every day that passes makes my chest constrict tighter and tighter. something needs to change and i think it’s my mindset.
things i need to work on
- not looking after myself: i always put others first, not because i am kind but because i don’t value myself enough.
- feeling helpless: “i am the master of my fate and the captain of my soul.” every small action i take makes a difference, i need to remember that.
- patience : lay every brick perfectly everyday, you will look up someday and have a wall. but you need to persevere, and believe that the things you do will one day pay off.
- believing: i don’t have enough faith in certainty of anything, especially myself. i’m living just to dream in empty verses. but this comes full circle to building and valuing myself.
work hard at everything you do, every day. don’t let others’ laziness rub off on you, have faith in the path you have chosen but don’t ignore the warning signs, use them to shape your journey.